He'll leave

Hi :) In this month I'll be so sad cause there's someone I loved, and he'll leave me. As always, its about Jack he gonna go to the college in England and thats why im sad, actually so sad :'( I cant imagine how it'll be. I dont know when he'll come back to Indo again.Actually he'll leave next month, yeeaah January. I havent seen him lately, im gonna so sad and miss him, his laugh, his jokes, and everythings about him. Oh geez this supposed to be happy for jack, but for me, If he's happy..i'll happy or laugh too because of him.
And this is a part of Demi's song that i want to say this to you:
Before I fall too fast, k*** me quick but make it last. so i can see how badly this will hurt me, when you say good bye. Keep it sweet, keep it slow let the future pass and don't let go. But you're so hypnotising, you've got me laugh while I shut up, you've got me smiling in my sleep.
His photograph:

mr.jacky swacky

you grow up sir

"too old" jack's says

good bye jacky, i'll miss you so much. come back soon :)